The silence and between. Blast from the past.

Lately I've been a rather passive photographer. Anyways, to kill the silence, I'll show the blast from the past that I found on my back-up drive. 

Have YOU done back-up recently? Check, check - double check.

Mia and Ester in Tartu, another primitive theatre camp:

"Seitseteist kiimas naist, kes pole ammu saanud...tütütüü" (Estonian pop song)

I was 17 and running towards the church. 

At the time, I would have bursted into flames when walking into a church. 

Loco Poco.

Last school day in the 10th grade, who-am-I-kidding-ghetto: 

I kissed a lot of tiny boys then, 

very embarrassing: 

I was here, there and everywhere:

My then boyfriend had the cutest dog. I do not recon his/her(?) name and it was like only five years ago. Depressing. What am I going to do at the age of 80, when I have remember things from 50 years ago?:

My rooftop and I in year 2009:

Still is my favourite place - Haapsalu.

Probably one of the first legal drinks I bought at the age of 18:

I cannot talk about these pictures while not mentioning my then boyfriend. He took almost all the photos, because he had more cameras than I had socks. Actually I am truly grateful that I have these pictures to look back on, few years from now I only have insta pictures from year 2013.

Gang bang. 

Only one couple has managed to fuck life and stay together (I guess):

Sexy hipster moments on the grass:

Nothing has changed here, we still drink together and stay up all night.

"Theatre camps by night":

Theatre camps the morning after - hangover much?:

Karl, sa vana parm:

youthful - qualities that are typical for a young person:

BAILA!

In Lithuania.

Bitches be crazy and this is how we ride:

My fringe looks like I did it while drunk:

Džiiižus:

Big bird in Latvia:

The Cross mountain in Lithuania is so powerful. 

atheist.jpg:

Sand in my crotch: 

Seems like I had a boobjob that year, they look enormous (on my scale). 

Where are they now? Kes vastutab?!:

Summers at grandfather's place in Stockholm.

 Endless shopping and teenage activity:

I never ever took the bus, my grandfather picked me up every day.

Aww:

Natural smile - veins bursted the next moment:

I ignored gravity quite often:

This is so beautiful, pure love...

...vodka I mean (to be clear):

"Hips don't lie":

Yoga was not popular then, Star Wars and the force was:

Still think it is the hottest photo of me making out,

Boom!:

Still think it is the hottest photo of them making out:

L.V. forever:

Espirit together with Ott. Extra kicks.

Espirit and his good friend Ott have had a set of good decisions for the future. Some, like competing in a bicycle marathon, have not come out as planned and others, like "let's improvise with music in my garden house", grew bigger than expected. 

I am and have always been in a difficult situation, when it comes to evaluating Espirit's music, or at least others think I could not possibly be objective. Supposedly feelings (and I have a loooot of them) kill the brain, nevertheless I am so proud to see him grow and try out new things. Also I couldn't be happier to see Ott supporting him and enjoying it to the max. (I wish the world peace)

"Private kind of happiness" is so 2010, also he has played it live only twice and both times were forced. It has a different story and time. *kiss-kiss-hug-hug-öak*

Now back to that Saturday and Hetk.

 I was there earlier, because I was way to curious to see them preform. Actually Kaur almost lived at Ott's place for two weeks. Every night I felt that someone came to sleep next to me, I did not check although I hope it was Kaur...

Whenever someone asks me "What does Kaur do?"

 then I say "He is pushing ze buttons":

Girls think that Kaur's joke was funny, but Juss is nooooot suuuurrreeeee:

Ott's horny friend:

Ready, set, GO!:

Friends' support is bloody awesome 

(Trammi has seen something that cannot be unseen)

Ze romance:

Kount Mimbie:

Melissa even recorded the event, not sure how it came out, 

but in the end of the post you can find the sound recording:

I had to be at work the next morning at 8am, therefore I went to Trammi's place.

I lost my Tallink taxi virginity (hence the face):

A little recording that Kaur absolutely hates, because of the shitty quality. I haven't studied music technology and for me it sounds just fine:

Tops with T-Lo and Hunt with K-Ur

Another set of pictures that really don't go together, but fuck the system.

Since my Mister is working in a studio, working with the sound side of video and film, then I have the chance to go to cinema more often than once a year. Yes, my list of "films I have ever seen" grew from two to three. "Titanic", "Home alone" and now "Planes". Quality over quantity!

Then one Friday Triin and I took some vodka shots, which was a rather big thing, as we are complete teetotallers. She was. I was. Long time ago.

K-Ur at Hell Hunt. 

Vaguely: 

tramvai:

When a black person, walking in the night, seems like he or she is without a head, then Triin, completely dressed in black is just a floating head:

Tops. Ühe Õhtu Kvartett:

Favourite bar with extra large vodka shot glasses , that look like a flower vase:

My head is an animal although Triin is always mastering her human side: